Wednesday

近況


在一天內接受自己患癌,一個星期內消化,一個月內嘗試正面面對…當中從一滴眼淚掉下來的瞬間至內心刮起的風暴,我並不能用兩三寸的篇幅完全表達箇中感受。

我沒有問為什麼是我。這麼問下去,最後就是為什麼會出生為人…哇!
我不願意做一個不肯面對自己生老病死的中年人。
我籍著信仰,家人及一班情如姊妹感情深厚的老死們、知心的老朋友們共渡患難。

這是我的福氣。

處理危機的方法有很多種,沒有 “最好的方法”這回事,但我相信沒有一種是單獨一個人能承受和解決的,這是為什麼人類能發展完善的語言系統,因為人類是群居的,需要合作才能生存。

當然最後決定是你自己,理論上。

我正在看西西多年前出版的哀悼乳房。

身體剛好復原又即將進入化療期,也許不能經常上網。

各位最緊要開心!

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

無錯,最緊要開心! 沒有太多人會很正面去面對這個病,你是我見少數的一個,要活得開心,不是只有一人,所以要和人多多溝通,交流所見所聞。時間話快唔快,話慢唔慢,但一定會過(廢話)。所以無須下下計著日子,順其自然,安全渡過!

Anonymous said...

好多謝您每次陪我覆診甚至去威記,好多謝果D廢話時常令我笑!

多謝您呀老友!

Anonymous said...

我發現我最醒係講廢話,我都好多謝你比機會我發揮呢,老友!

Anonymous said...

Hi, remember when first year living in NY. In one occasion, you told me that fay wong had a new song called" send yourself a love letter". at the same time, my brother sent me a tape of the same song. I listened to it and understand why both of you mentioned that song to me. thank you.

Anonymous said...

Hahaha! Long time ago! ;P That song suitable for every woman! Hehehe! But of course, I know you have your difficult time there that year!

Anonymous said...

Ah 4, my thoughts are with you. I admire your bravery and courage, keep it up! And most importantly, keep smiling!

Anonymous said...

yy dearest

Thank you!!:)))) ;P

*Big hug*