默想完畢。靜靜地聽著巴哈，佛手柑的香薰味充滿了狹隘的窩居；想著一件傷感的事。
一位好朋友的朋友自殺過身了。是一時衝動還是日積月累？她經歷過多少次的掙扎及絕望？在幾年間的聚會中，她投射出一個堅強、開朗又感性的爽直形象，一個你知道她挺硬的人，不會輕生萌死。就是說，人，總懂得裝飾。又或者是生命裡一時失衡，來到命運考驗我們的一刻，沒辦法繼續走下去。
沒有比生存更有意思的了，我看VW，我聽巴哈，我聞香薰，我寫字，我決定…
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So sorry to hear about your friend's friend. You're quite right, it's often the unexpected ones who're most troubled. But as you said in a previous post, the cure could be having, trusting and talking to friends.
PS miss you too!!
Hmmh.. people will go to dead end... sometimes when they can't face the fact. I feel sorry too. She is quite young.
giving up life to me is much easier to continue. I still have an attachment to challenge, which is continue living and making the best out of it. Does that call courage?
oh, I am back to Ah 4 blog, hope I will come more often from now on. So sad to know about the suiside. Can't imagine ... so brave to kill but no guts to live ...
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