My way
一個人追求甚麼樣的生活，就是一個這麼樣的人。
從來不是上進的人，職場上要向上的心態，一直不是我的理想。金錢有多呼風喚雨，我對它仍然是鈍覺。愛嘛…在摸索中。自小只對文字最有把握。
最近老天爺總愛下雨，有一夜，在睡夢中被那些像撒豆般的雨水擊中冷氣機的背背，噠噠作響而吵醒。一睜眼知道是下雨，沒來由的覺得很安穩；一種住在簡陋的窩居內的安穩。不一刻，合上眼又立即睡去。幾乎是帶笑入眠。
我暫時很滿足自己的生活；有獨立自主的空間，能心安自在做自己的主人。當然有時候都渴望有這些人的智慧或者毅力，亦努力在協調自己與社會的價值距離。
我追求些甚麼樣的生活呢？
5 comments:
This reminds me of my searching of internal peace journey 5 years ago. I decided to left for NY without knowing at that time why I think it's a possibility out there for me to look for. After 2 years of struggling, I looked back. I smile at my brilliant decision(although I wasn't thinking too much, I rely on my 6 senses). What I did was to start my journey of searching.....seek and you shall find.... I am a very happy person with confident and in control.
I am glad the I was accompany you when that happen. And, I am happy that you accompany me this time. Searching for happy, confident, life in control and love. Stand by me, my dear!
result will come with progress. I see you progressing..... keep up my dear.
When I was young, I was curious about future. "What will I be? Will I be pretty? Will I be rich?"
I planned. I set goal & deadline.
Now, I still plan but...with not much expectations on result.
What a good way to protect myself from getting hurt by too much disappointments! Things are just out of my control. I follow the path created by someone in mystery. Stop blaming what I may have missed. I enjoy the scene along the road.
I'm getting old and becoming wiser by learning from my experience....or mistakes?!
Well, anonymous D, feel same here, "...learning from my experience AND mistakes." Please visit more often! Love you!
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